Clouds Blue Sky

Where do I start with all that's been breaking your heart?

Where do I draw the line to give you peace of mind?

Tell me how should I feel about this

When all that I do never seems to be enough for you


I could give you the world and you'll still feel less

Give you a thousand assurance and still never run out of doubts


Even if the times are reversed

It will still be you

Even if I have known more

It will still be just you

I'll hold you still but know that I get tired, too

Tired of proving that it is always just you

Where do I start when you're already falling apart?

What do I say when all I wanted for you is to stay?

I don't know why I still do this -

recalling the days your hand is holding his


I don't need you to give the world so I would feel loved

Just honor your word and I will fight these doubts


It's hard to believe that it is just me

Cause maybe at the back of your head,

you're wondering what could have been

But if you say your words are true

Then I'll hold you still and trust you

Hold You Still

Bicycle Wheel
Bicycle Wheel
An Autumn Path

Tomorrow May Not Be Better

Today is another round of tears

Eating breakfast with puffy eyes

and re-telling the same stories you shared last night

You broke down one more time

before deciding to start the day normally

Showered the internal scars and

wash off the marks of a phone breakup

I know what you feel is a stinging pain

too deep, no words can give comfort

And even if you don't say it,

sometimes you wanted to take a step back just to feel better

one more try, a last chance to forever

But you remember how he said he loved you

after kissing another girl he just met

and all the corners of the city you shared

brings back the betrayal you have sworn to forget

I hope you know that no wound is too deep

to be beyond healing

your heart will one day find its mending

but today, cry if you have to,

tomorrow may not be better,

But tomorrow, I will be here

An Autumn Path

Today is a beginning of smiles

You survived 'til dinner

and looked forward to mornings

You deal with the remnants of a five year trek

with slow walks and courage

taking each step along with ten other pairs of feet

in a bigger city that gave you a fresh sheet

I hope you know you that you are not alone in this

your pain is a burden we can all share

so today, cry if you need to,

tomorrow may not be better,

but tomorrow we are still here

White Clouds

but

one

2.0

day

I cant point out the exact thing why I fell for you

Until now, it’s mysterious how suddenly we flipped to this side

All I knew was that you are a friend and having you around allows me to be just myself


Things seem to be working just fine for me

but with you in it, I looked forward for adventures


I didn’t know how but one day,

I do not have to wait for the weekend to see you

bec you'll meet me in the middle of the week for a quick dinner

And even when I still cant say everything,

we talked longer than one-liners through calls.


One day, I just didn't care about how people would cringe

if I talk too much about you.

White Clouds

Like I said, I have known you enough to conclude

that us being together would be a disaster

And I guess people saw it coming too

But I had hopes that somehow we'll get it through the warzone together


Even if I have always hated the thought of waiting,

I was willing to learn the pace and wait for this story to unfold

But one day, my insecurities got the best of me and I started doubting your intentions

One day, I felt like I had to raise my guards again and stay distant

I got scared with the thought that suddenly you now have the capacity to hurt me

that I had to make it seem like I care less than I do

And each day, it became an unconsciously natural habit

that you started questioning my sincerity,

our poor sense of communication adding salt to the wound

White Clouds

You have your flaws, yes,

and it's even more visible with how you respond to me

Yet like I've said, I could learn to live with that

if it's you by the end of all of this


But one day, you got tired, too

And your words cut down deeper than your songs for me

My pride told me to just agree and leave

bec there was nothing else left to fight for

I have no one to work this out with anymore


I still cannot promise you anything yet

but that I will use this space to grow

and continue to be a friend

- a better one than I have been


Itinerary

I've kept my heart hidden behind sturdy walls

Never texts back and answer calls

But your charm breaks through my screens

Melting this frozen heart,

taking me thousands of miles,

making me look forward for your replies


Now my walls are down

and I cant wait to get to know more of you

Your baby picture making me imagine

the kids we'll have in the future

Take me to your world, I wouldn't mind

I've been waiting long enough

I have long been prepared


Take this heart, I wouldn't complain

Through summer or winter,

I'll never say a thing

No matter how far,

just take me wherever you are

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Song for You

There's a melody I'm humming

that morning I saw you coming

Green light on the street but

when our eyes met,

the cars slowed down

and I was there mesmerized with frozen feet


The chorus would sound like a lullaby

only that you never passed by

the same hour I saw you yesterday


Itching for the bridge, ohh I cant finish

You're the verse missing in my universe

In a band that's only built for you

to hear me sing a song

that's been for you all along

There's a melody I'm humming

that evening you said you're leaving

Red light can't seem to stop me

but my courage was nowhere near

so I said "me too,"

even when it killed me to watch you go

Slow days

slow days just let you be

no deadline, no itinerary


it took sleeplessness,

messed up schedule,

countless snoozes.

unanswered lament

to love this delay